Patience

My older brother Mike once told me to be careful what you pray for, you just might get it. It's amazing how true that is. When I was in prison I prayed that God would give me Patience. I wish I would have paid more attention to Mike back then. Every since I asked God for that it seems like He's teaching it to me more and more. Take for instance today, I free lance as a sports reporter for the local newspaper. Well I haven't received my check yet. At this time of year being unemployed I really need or I mean I want the check. So, I called the paper to see what was going on. They said they lost my W-9 form and needed to come in and fill out another one. UUUUGGGHHH!!!! Now I wont get my check until next week. That makes me want to think, man .... I HATE stupid people. Then I realizes I was stupid once before. But in all honesty I guess I wont need that check til next week, cause I would probably spend it on something I don't need before I spend on something that would be useful. I still don't look stupid people though..........

Oh .... I'm going to my first Christmas party of the year tonight. I'm excited. It's great to be able to be free to do stuff like this.
Never Give Up

J.T.